"Onward we go, faithfully into the dark..."

So I was going to write an “end-of-2020” blog. But I didn’t want it to be full of doom and gloom, as not everything was bad! Even in the worst of times, I believe we can still find some things to be thankful for.  Anne Frank once wrote, “I don’t think of all the misery, but of the beauty that still remains.  If she could write that in the midst of the Holocaust, I think I can certainly find some beauty that remains in these times too.

Yet I also didn’t want to write something that might come off sounding overly optimistic, as we are not out of the woods yet. Not by any measure. We’ve got many dense forests ahead of us to navigate through.

For all the signs of hope, for the signaling of a transfer of power… it always seemed like it was “one step forward, two steps back.”  There was no way 2020 could be wrapped up neatly with a bow. 

If 2020 taught us anything, maybe one of those things was not to be so certain of certainty.  “Hold things loosely,” “be ready to pivot,” “be ready to adapt.” All catchphrases and wise guidance, perhaps not just for 2020 but for all of life. 

Then came the New Year, full of potential and fresh starts.  New Years’ often feel like this, maybe even more so after the year we just had.  Yet the cynic in me was cautiously (cautiously being the key word!) optimistic. Turning the page on the calendar doesn’t mean a clean break with the past year. So I avoided writing a “New Year’s” blog too.  What to say??! 

Then January 6th. The local newspaper came, and still no justice for Jacob Blake. Turn the page and there’s the maddening story about a pharmacist intentionally ruining hundreds of doses of vaccine.  It didn’t seem like the day could get any worse. Until it did…

A mob of angry and violent whites storming the nation’s Capitol, windows broken, mayhem and lawlessness by people who misguidedly follow this “law and order” president.  Where was the law and order this day? Where was the planning and preparation for security? Why was the mob able to gain such easy access, while peaceful Black Lives Matter marchers got pelleted with rubber bullets and tear gas? 

Does it really take this kind of a scene to awaken some people to the danger of this president?  It shouldn’t have come to this.  This presidency could have ended MONTHS ago. Some senators now beginning to change their tune, but how much damage has been done in the meantime?

I never thought I’d have to be teaching my children what “coup” and “insurrection” mean. But here we are.

I read a poem this week which contained the line, “Onward we go, faithfully into the dark.”

Indeed, onward we go.

Because there is no other way to go, no detour we can take to bypass this mess.

Onward we go, faithfully into the dark.

We go because we must.

We go because we still believe decency and democracy are worth fighting for.

We go because the only alternative is to freeze and do nothing.

Us humans, we must keep each other warm. We must get through this, together.

Onward we go, faithfully into the dark.

It’s dark, and we are grappling to find our way.

We’re trying to find some foothold amidst rocky terrain.

I don’t know what the days and weeks will bring.

None of us have the map for this.

But onward we must go. Faithfully. Together. 

Comments

Unknown said…
Thank you, Maren, for these comments. It truly is "onward....into the dark" for all of us now. We pray for guidance and love for our new leaders - and for the rioters, that they may know what love truly is, for themselves and others.
Brad said…
Thanks for sharing your thoughts. Very reflective and insightful on the current state of affairs.

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